I backed up slowly onto the manicured lawn, the empty red canister clattering to the wet grass. The rain had completely stopped, leaving the evening air still, thick, and heavy. Perfect conditions for a firestorm.
I reached into the pocket of my damp jeans and pulled out the box of windproof matches. I slid one out. I struck it against the abrasive side of the box.
The flame flared to life instantly, a brilliant, hungry orange against the gathering twilight.
I looked at the living room window one last time. I saw Eleanor walk into the room, holding a tablet. She said something to Liam. Liam threw his head back and laughed.
They are monsters, I thought, a terrifying calm settling over my heart. And you have to kill monsters with fire.
I raised my arm. All I had to do was flick my wrist. The fumes would catch instantly. The old, treated wood of the historic house would go up like a Roman candle. The primary exits were already blocked by the accelerant. They would wake up to the suffocating heat and the blinding pain, exactly as Chloe had woken up to her own agony.
“An eye for an eye,” I hissed through my teeth.
My muscles tensed, fully prepared to throw the match and end their world.
Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.
The violent vibration against my thigh was so sudden, so jarring in the dead silence of the yard, that I physically jumped. I nearly dropped the burning match onto my own gasoline-soaked boot.
I gasped, clutching my chest as adrenaline spiked my heart rate. The flame in my hand wavered in the slight breeze, burning dangerously close to my fingertips.
Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.
I stared down at my pocket. Who was calling? The police? Had they found my truck? Had they tracked my phone?
I looked back at the house. The gasoline was already beginning to evaporate into the heavy air. If I didn’t throw the match right now, the concentration of fumes would dissipate. I would lose my perfect chance.
Buzz. Buzz.
It wouldn’t stop. It was relentless, demanding, refusing to be ignored.
With a harsh curse, I shook out the match, the flame dying with a faint sizzle, and dropped the smoking stick into the wet grass. I ripped the phone from my pocket, fully prepared to scream at whoever was interrupting my justice.
The bright screen lit up my face in the dark. DR. MITCHELL.
I froze. My blood ran completely cold. Why would the lead ICU doctor call me directly? To tell me her heart had finally stopped? To tell me it was officially over? To tell me my grandchild was dead?
If Chloe was gone, then there was absolutely no reason to hesitate. I would answer the phone, hear the devastating news, drop the phone on the grass, light another match, and burn them all to hell.
I slid my thumb across the wet screen and brought it to my ear. “Is she gone?” I choked out, my voice breaking.
“Sarah?” Dr. Mitchell’s voice sounded entirely frantic, breathless, like he had been running down a hallway. “Sarah, where are you right now?”
“It doesn’t matter where I am,” I said coldly, eyeing the gasoline-soaked porch. “Just tell me. Is my daughter dead?”
“No!” Dr. Mitchell shouted into the receiver. “No, Sarah, listen to me very carefully. She’s awake.”
I stood paralyzed on the sprawling lawn. The world tilted on its axis. “What did you just say?”