I showed up at the pool party with a hired actor pretending to be my boyfriend, right where my ex-husband had arrived with his mistress — and though my ex laughed at us, my fake partner ultimately taught him a real lesson. I genuinely thought Jordan and I had a happy marriage throughout the 20 years we spent together. I held onto that conviction from the moment he proposed after college all through raising our four children. Everything fell apart a few months ago because of…

Writing to Jordan always felt like negotiating a treaty with a country that had already conquered mine. Every word had to be measured, every punctuation mark weighed for potential misinterpretation.

“Dear Jordan, Ethan’s birthday party is this Saturday at two o’clock,” I wrote, my fingers stiff on the keyboard. “He specifically asked for you to be there. We would love to have you join us by the pool.”

I cleared my throat, the kitchen silent except for the low hum of the refrigerator.

Mara walked back into the room, her sneakers squeaking on the linoleum. She stopped behind my shoulder, her ponytail swinging as she leaned down to read the screen.

“You’re actually doing it,” she said, her voice dropping into a hard, disappointed register.

“He asked me to, Mara,” I said, not looking up. “I can’t tell his son no on his birthday.”

“He’s going to bring her,” Mara said, her hands clenching into small fists at her sides. “He won’t come alone.”